Habeebi

Crowning Him With Many Crowns
It's Easter!. My love is risen from the dead.

Church was so awesome. There were 5 baptisms, and each with a powerful testimony . I bawled my way through all of them. God is so wonderful and the way His plans for us work out is so ingenious!

He has given life, meaning, reason, joy, peace, love, trust, hope

And all I want to do is dance for Him, sing to Him even though they may never fully express itself for what Hes really worth.

He is my Father. Who genuinely wants to spend time with me. Who places desires in my hearts and fulfills them. He treats me like a daughter and I look up to Him as my Father.

It's hard. Its painful. it hurts. I try to forgive. I try to withold bitterness. Im' trying Jesus. It's for this you died. it's for this You are Risen! I want to live that out loud! It's because of what hes done that i know You!

1 Corinthians 15

I miss doing music ministry. It sucks that this weekend I had to stay in Hamilton finishing up essays, when I was supposed to be doing music at my church in Markham. Forgive me if this sounds selfish, but theres nothing more that I want to do, is to bring people to worship, bless people, to get lost in singing to my love. It's the most satisfying thing. He blesses me so much. He reveals things to me. I know so many people have been blessed by the gift Gd has given me. I'll never forget the time a nurse at my church came to me crying telling me that the music I bring has blessed her, empowered her. I was speechless. The amount of cards that i've received, the poem that was written. it doesn't make me smile with happiness. it makes me humble. It makes me pray all the more earnestly that people would only see God in the ministry and not me. It strives me to know God's heart more and what He wants His people to know

I had an urge to write.

Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: My Priest - Laura Woodley

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